I'm free since Monday.

Friends will go back one by one,

and I'm not going to see them off.

Coz I dont like going to the airport,

flying away or seeing someone off.

I cannot bear the mood there.

I prefer that I carry my own luggage and take a taxi to the airport alone.

Leaving quietly.

Maybe one day, I'll say goodbye to this country.

Continue my journey

...

but where I'm going?

I have been back twice.

One is for saying a last goodbye to an important friend before he flied to US,
probably won't see him again in the rest of my life.

The other is for my getting my driving licence.
And finally I passed all the tests just one day before I went back to sg.


I found life is bored in China although im homesick sometimes.

All my friends are not in holiday when im in holiday.

And what they think and want is different from me.

We can hardly have a deep talk.


But during the past 17 months,

I become more and more quiet.

Losing my passion inch by inch.

Sometimes I felt lonely, just like lots of international students did.

Like what I heard when I'm still in China:

Study overseas is like an unreturnable path, once you move on, there is no way to return.


haha, although im now in holiday, begin to miss my parents, my friend in China, my friends in other country...

I'm not regret.

Coz like it or not, it's my own choice and my life is already here.

waiting for my sunshine at [[ 4:14 PM ]]